I Am Broken

for as long as I can remember I have never liked the person I am. I’ve never felt like I belong anywhere or been able to have many lasting relationships with anyone save a few people. So many of the people I have loved have either died or abandoned me. This probably is because my brain is broken and I’ve known that all my life, I just didn’t know why till was older.
As a child, I remember getting tested a lot by several doctors or people in white coats as I called them. I didn’t know why and no one would tell me why. I just know my mom was always stressed out and a little off anytime we were there. No one told me what this was all…